February 2010
4 posts
I don't get it.
I sacrifice so much, equal almost to what top ranked runners in the nation sacrifice, but my payoff has never equaled their’s. I have never won state or never will, I can’t get into a D-I college with my times, and I try just as hard or sometimes harder. I just don’t get it.
So I've been thinking...
… I’m really glad that some people are no longer in my life. I know that sounds bad, but I have looked at where certain people who I used to spend countless hours with are now, and it’s nowhere close to where I want to be. They are high school dropouts, not able to go to community college, or just simply going nowhere. Some of them even have kids already. I want to make something...